freedom from old fears
I used to have nightmares all the time as a kid but once I got saved they stopped, honestly, one night in my dream I turned around and faced the monster chasing me and said, "You can't hurt me, cause God is on my side" then I started laughing. My nightmares pretty much stopped,
Tonight's was about my x-husband and his "if I can't have you then no one will" ideology. In my dream my kids were still very young and he had planted a bomb in the house and, of course, it took on a very dream like state and the house came alive to trap us until the bomb went off. The whole thing only tells you what being in an abusive relationship feels like.
If any of you can relate to this I'm gonna tell you right now that the Hodac, Divorce Care and Celebrate Recovery programs helped me to know end.
If you're trapped there is help. You can be free. God will guide you through and never leave your side, there are programs and people to help you release those inner demons that climb in your head and heart, God is with you, opening up those old packed away fears was the scariest thing I ever did but God was with me, he never left me, often carried me. The freedom from those memories and thoughts is so sweet I just can't describe it.
God is with you. He can help.
